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just another random note...lol...:

my weekend started thursday after class...with a like 5 hour drive to nac...all through the random little country towns out in the boonies lol but it was all worth it..even if it was just for not even a full day. it was amazing! we got there to meet him..and it was funny...when we were driving to meet him there, and saw the sign "mt enterprise population 525" my stomach started getting all "knot-ty" lol...i like had butterflies in my stomach and we've only (sarcasm) been together for over a year...lol...i was like blushing the whole time bc i was sooo excited! when he drove up i could feel my heart beating like lots faster and when i finally saw him i was just in such like awe i didnt know what to say so im almost positive i laughed or something,..and i felt like i just kept acting goofy at first bc i was so nervous (im not really sure why)...and that reminded of the professor talking about the long distance relationships being better at times bc its like a lot of first dates...and i guess having that feeling on a 'first' date is normal...but i dunno..im just rambling now...but then he went to pick his friend up so i went to drop off the girls that rode with me @ sfa and went over and met them all back up at walmart and finally got to meet his sister..well the oldest one and ..not to mention like one of the cutest babies in the world...when he picked her up i was just like gah thats sooo freakin adorable and hott lol...i love guys that love babies and get along with kids...talk about a major point score-er lol....and luckily i think the baby liked me....she kept smiling so i was like 'wahoo' haha...and then we were leaving and he asked her to give him some sugar..and she just leaned in and let him kiss her bc she was too busy playing with her new baby doll...aw! yay! then..movie-time! haha....hopefully i didnt super completely kill ur arm or hand...i told you i would jump even if i knew something was about to jump out lol...man i got freaked out quite a few times! lol...and no. i still dont completely understand it! :/ then ihop...i couldnt pretend to be mad! what were they thinkin...mmm..bacon! lol...omg! now we have to drive for what seemed to be like a year and a half to his sisters house...i scared myself so bad...i almost wanted to cry lol...talk about completely overdoing/reacting to things haha..lets just say i dont like the dark. :/ finally made it back to her house...made the biggest mess in my car trying to unpack without actually unpacking....just taking out necessary things...in the dark. lol...doesnt work too well that way...we went in..changed to our pajamas..and decided to watch some movie that his sister bought for us to watch...talk about the worst movie ever!...soo pointless and really stupid....saw some boobs..and some guy's really white butt lol....yeah....kinda awkward but oh well..we just laughed and made fun of the movie some more! slept on our "palette" lol.. ive never heard anyone call it that, but i thought it was funny...couldnt go to sleep for the longest time....layed there and finished watching that movie, then started watching christmas with the kranks....and ended up falling asleep...went to roll over this morning and went boom into what i finally realized was a back haha...hello! lol got up......he thought i like disappeared or sumthin...i guess maybe the grudge couldve sucked me in lol...we forced ourselves to finally get ready...left and went up to sfa...went to the library for no reason...got some random girl to take r pic...photo. major lol...hmm....got the car picked up vicktorya....then said r goodbyes :( ...it was kinda awkward at first bc sooo many ppl were like walkin all around...that was over with quickly and i was disappoointed in myself...started on my way bak to my car..realized i forgot my camera....he still had it. i called him and ran over to get it from him...and i think i didnt get it from him for a reason i guess...its like He gave me a do-over...another chance to do what i wished i had've done when i first saw him thursday night... and luckily i did! that was the end of my great and awesome weekend with him and i already started missing him before i even got bak to my car to leave lol...anyways....just felt the need to write this haha...

...its cute pudge! lol... I LOVE YOU!