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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

fourteenth [[And you can tell me that you’re sorry, But I don’t believe you..♥TS]]

[[in response to a message that I recently received]]


First off, I wouldn't have responded in any other case...but you need to get your facts straight BEFORE you start accusing people of doing things.

As much as I wanted to figure out who your girlfriends were so that I could show them that one blog [[the one in response to your message the last time]], I never sent anything. I was really tempted to, trust me, but I wasn't going to be "that girl," "that person." I don't know what you were told, but I never sent anything...I don't even know who these girls were/are. So, unless I have some kind of telepathic skills, it wasn't me. Karma's a bitch. And, I guess it came back to bite you in the butt, and it sure does suck, huh? You have some things to figure out...and I suggest you get down to getting the right information.

And, I haven't written anything "bashing" you in quite a while. I never use names, I'm not that mean...well, yet. So, if you would like to assume that anytime/every time I say something that's "bashing" anyone, that that anyone is you, then by all means, think whatever you'd like. If you assume it's you who I'm talking about, then I guess that's just guilt, but whatever. Have you ever even considered that maybe I'm talking about other people...not you? Oh, but wait, it's always about you, I forgot. Sorry. You knew from the very beginning that that's what I do, I write. And, if you don't like it, then don't read it. I purposely don't use names. Nobody knows whom I'm talking about for sure, unless they ask, or in your case, I guess, assume it's you. You know I post what's on my mind...don't click the button to see what it says then. Same thing I told D...remember? At least I'm not going completely public...yet. It's not like I'm renting a billboard and doing what that one lady did..and I'm not writing songs... It could be worse. My profile is private…so only people that are my "friends" on MySpace can see…not everyone..yet.

You're telling me to get over it? That's kind of funny. Considering it's coming from the one that can't get a grip and tries to keep calling/texting. Honestly, that's what inspired that last bulletin that I posted as a blog. It's frustrating that you can't just get it...which I'm guessing you finally did already...I hope. Like the title...I love it when people piss me off sometimes...or make me angry...or whatever. It inspires some great writing. Sadly.

Like I told someone else not that long ago...yeah, you do get over what happened to an extent, but it never AND will never completely go away. You're always going to be bitter. And that, I am. I have said with every bulletin and whatever when it talks about forgiving, that I hold grudges. And, darn right, I hold grudges...but only for certain things, and I guess this is one of those certain things. But, has it ever crossed your mind that the "cheater" questions and stuff like that could also be talking about other people? Other people that also ruined the possibility of something good for the person they cheated on?

Jerkface is correct, omg! you finally paid attention to something I said. That must be why it's so cold outside. But...that's also a term that I've used in describing certain people in general, too...so once again, every time it's said, it's not necessarily intended for you.

-Your psycho bitch ex-[[that is what you called me...right?]]



P.S. I guess this is yet another blog :)

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